I am very new to blogging and I am honestly not the best at writing either. When it comes to writing my mind tends to go blank. I know exactly what I want to say before I start. Then when I start, poof it is gone. Vanishes in thin air.
Just so we know who I am, my name is Susan. I was born in Germany raise in Florida. I work for a bank. I have three sisters and two brothers. I am a single mother of a very wonderful boy, might I add. Connor is 5 years old. Next year he will start kindergarten. We have to wait one more year because his birthday falls after the cut off date.
Being a mother is by far the best and most rewarding feelings ever. With that being said, brings me to what this blog is about. I want to become a Surrogate and keep track my thoughts and feelings. Also meet other surrogates. In this blog I would like to help at least one person understand about the process. What it really means to a surrogate. I've always known that I would become a surrogate since I was very young. It has been my dream to help create a family. There are several reasons I want to become a surrogate. Let's name them off, careless women, helping a family and I loved being pregnant.
As long as I've known, I always got upset knowing there are women out there that got pregnant and just threw away their babies. Abortion.That is so sad. My father always taught me, if you do the crime, you pay the time. What I mean with this saying is if you are willing to have a relationship, you should know what can happen. One way I can look at it, if you do get pregnant, there are many other options for you, besides throwing the baby down drain. Like adoption, the baby will make a family very happy. I know that is what I feel, believe and abortion is some women's choice. And then there are so many women that just can't get pregnant. It is just not right. My heart goes out to them.
I want to help a family achieve their dream. Give them the one thing they want most, a baby. What made me think about becoming a surrogate now was a friend of mine. For three years she has been married and trying to get pregnant. I felt sad and useless. I started researching, reading as much I can. I found several blogs and I would get hooked, I would read them from beginning to current. One day I made up my mind, and decided I now wanted to become a surrogate. Btw my friend is pregnant and expecting a baby boy.
I love everything about pregnancy. Being pregnant, what pregnancy means, bringing life into this world and how beautiful women look while being pregnant. Pregnancy is a beautiful thing. I was a very lucky girl. I had no morning sickness, nothing. It was a perfect pregnancy all around. My doctor told me if there was a class to teach on how be pregnant, I need to teach it. It must be a genetic thing. My mother had three pregnancies birthrd four kids. She carried twins and gave birth to them with no c-section. My grandma, she also had three. No complications. They just popped out babies. Even my sister had no problem with her pregnancy. My family is made for carrying babies. I am made for this.
There are so many things in life that I am uncertain of. What to eat for dinner or what to wear. I was never one of the kids that knew what she wanted be when she grew up, I am still trying to figure that one out. I do know for certain that my choice to be a surrogate comes from the heart. I love helping people. I am the first one there when you need help. I want to give a family a gift of life, the best present.
